Thought I would just write whatever comes to mind at the moment.
1. I haven't been feeling good. I came home from the cruise with a sinus infection and a bobbing along in the water sensation. Needless to say, that is not a great way to live. Yesterday, I went to the doctor for the 3rd time and she is stumped - sending me to the ENT tomorrow. Lord, heal me with or without these doctors. I am ready to feel good again.
2. The bachelor last night made me want to throw my boots at the screen. Why I love this show along with a large segment of America is rather mind boggling. The women are crying all the time and the guy spends so much time trying to get them to connect with him, that I think he forgets to see who he might really like. From watching, I think this is how to get this guy to connect to you: enjoy doing things that create fear before and during, cry about anything to him, tell him your saddest story about your past, and come on a bit strong. This is what NOT to do or he will send you packing: small talk over dinner - he's apparantly, not a fan. Not dating in college because you didn't meet anyone special - he thinks you are incapable of love. Loved someone deeply and well - he thinks he can't compete with that. I think that the women who are crying as they head away in the cars are better off.
3. My horoscope for today says: "An unexpected letter or call could totally turn your working situation in a new direction. This can be disconcerting, Sagittarius, but it's a very positive and fortunate development. Relations with colleagues should involve new respect and enthusiasm. By the end of the day, you will likely feel very good about the way your life is going. Don't expect it to be the same as it was this morning!" this seems sort of specific. All Sagitarius folks are going to get an unexpected call or letter today concerning our work? Amazing. and first we will feel disconcerted and then move to feeling good abut the way our lives are going by day's end. Really amazing. All fellow Sagitarians: let's check in tomorrow and report back all these exciting stories. I am ready for such letter or call. Bring it on!
4. Last night in my bed, I stilled myself by thinking of myself as a caterpillar in my cocoon realizing that change was happening and that the twitching and pain and unrest might be how the caterpillar feels as she spins her cocoon around herself. Nature dictates it is time for her to wrap herself up and allow herself to die as a caterpillar, to awaken later as a butterfly. Does she even know why she is wrapping, wrapping herself into her cocoon. Does she feel some fear, some trepidation? Does she want to stop, and yet nature urges her on. Does she have any idea who she is going to become as she wraps herself up and feels the anxiety of change. Does she know that she is headed for something new and better: no longer enslaved to climb the tree, but can fly about with a new found freedom?
And so it is. Namaste
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