Pity Partying

Things that suck:

• Broken collar bones.
• Diabetes.
• Relationships that end.
• Death before it's time.
• Divorce.
• Broken promises.
• Allergies.
• Being broke.

Some of my favorite things:

• Coffee in the morning.
• A smile anytime.
• A really good cry.
• Chick flicks.
• Book stores
• New babies.
• Vacation.
• A cold beer.
• Black Hills.
• Siesta Key.
• Pelicans.
• Mom's cinammon rolls.
• Dancing.
• Horses.
• A phone call at just the right moment.
• Home.
• Iced Tea.
• Chips and Salsa.
• Hugs.
• A new outfit.
• Friends.
• Entering the sanctuary.
• Gifts.
• Leather

Another difficult moment today. Wish they were all good. I hear so much good and joy and love and wonderment on Facebook. As for me - I just find it's hard sometimes.

I miss what was. I wonder how much time I have spent in my life missing what used to be and what I thought was coming and didn't.

I saw a wall hanging today that said something like "Life is all about Having a Plan B".

Sometimes I feel like I am on Plan Q... But that is when I am at my pity party which I seem to be emeshed in right now. And no one else seems to be here. There isn't any music, food, beer, or people here. In fact - it's really, really lonely here. Perhaps it is time to stand up, brush myself off, and head on home.

Maybe I need food. I usually feel better after food. :-)

Let's take care of ourselves today.
And while we're at it, let's take care of each others' hearts as well.

Namaste